Biyernes, Mayo 6, 2011

getting rid of depression

If one is unable to love, one cannot be exposed to being hurt.
One of the top causes why a person stops in school and tends to suicide is because of the depression. Many people in different countries such as New York, California, or somewhere in America, and even in the Philippines died because of the depression. It is also the one reason why people tend to use drugs, because they did not want to be in deep grief and to forget their problems as well.

Usually, the victims of this disorder are those people who are facing difficulties in life, people that can't accept that their parents are divorced, people who gave their whole life to their love and then after a while they broke up, and most especially those people who are perfectionist and don't accept failures in life.
When i was in 2nd year High School, I've been depressed because i fall in love with my classmate. I love this person very much, it was like, more than i love myself. But this person don't have any feelings for me. :'( since the day that i knew it, i started to get depressed. I am so depressed that sometimes  feels sick even if it's not, not in a mood to eat, and feels alone every time. i cried so much tears. But someone told me that the only thing i can do is to pray and surrender all my burdens to God. One night i tried what she says to me. I prayed and i surrendered all my burdens. And one morning the depression i felt inside my body was just vanished like bubbles. Then that time I knew that God is Really Good All the Time!

I am proud that i have God as my savior. so that my life still goes on-strong and faithful. :)

Huwebes, Mayo 5, 2011

my self

I am Lance Irvin Fernando Elleva, I was born on 24th day of January 1995 and at present i am 16 years old. i used to watch DVD movies like Korean movies and English movies especially love stories and adventures. I am one of the members of Youth for El Shaddai. I can sing, I can dance,and I can play a guitar too but I am not that professional like others. I recorded a lot of videos but I haven't posted it on any websites. I am a student of AMA university with the course of Bachelor of Science in Information Technology (BSIT). I like cool musics. I am fond of reading articles that fascinates me from the beginning. I am the type of person that you can approach in times of needs and lean on in times of difficulties.